Goddamn it

I am glad that the heavier-than-usual workload for the past 2 months is tappering down gradually. For all the burnt weekends and unpaid-extended-working-hours...

Goddamn it … I don’t think I wana engage myself further in this project … I am threatening myself to kick some tight ass if I am arrowed again to assist this project ( coz I overheard from the horse’s mouth that this shit is going to be extended for another quarter)……

Goddamn it …. All these all these late nights and burnt weekends better justify my next promotion or increment….

My f**king brain has been really dissapointing……. Blame it on this worse-than-shit project.... yes shit smells better.

I am showing no interest in almost anything …even myself, except the fact that I still need to sleep a great deal. I've been thinking almost every journey back home ……when? when am I going to get my engine kicked, get its rhythm back and ran over some motherf**kers who stand in my way causing my engines to choked in the first place.

In the meantime, I think I need to learn to appreciate simple things in life… for example my right tesicle is bigger than it’s left neighbour and the impossible mission to pee straight with a morning glory.