Men Make History. We Make The Men.

It was a last minute arrangement to catch "Napola"

I admit it was kinda heavy for me especially after a hard day's work.

I was emotionally kicked right in my gut after watching it. The impact of this movie was clearly overwhelming as it had left me and most of the audience glued to our seats albeit the movie has ended.....

My thoughts after watching:

Whatever or whoever appears to be apparent may be a fable that leads to hasty prejudice and erroneous conclusions.

Never never underestimate anyone.

EYEPOWER

My dear friend went to get her pair of eyes Lasiked. I did not tell her she used to look much cuter with her thick-lensed-mad-scientist-like glasses. She is very excited about it……getting her eyeballs cut.

Before that she was hopelessly, blind……Serious. I bet the first thing that she did for the past 7300 mornings was putting on her eyeballs. Her real eyeballs are useless …… Without glasses or contact lenses, she is practically immobilized, useless, like cigarettes without a light. She will have to rely on her sense of hearing like bats listening to echoes to catch a stupid noisy moth. Or probably relying on her pointed nose like lizards, walking around cautiously, extending and flicking her tongue and flaring her nostrils to get into the bathroom

She's got a perfect vision now. Kudos to Lasik….She claims her eyesight is so keen and sharp that she can lift a cup of kopi o with her 20/20 eyepower… or probably can set anything on fire if she stares hard and long. She is asking me to go to get my eyeballs cut too…but hey my pair of balls eyeballs aren’t that bad. I only wear them if I wanted to give my eyes a break from contact lenses.

Contact lenses are validated to be hassles. I am now putting up with monthly disposables….still considering to get those pricey daily ones…..Anyway, contact lenses are still irritating and annoying

I have been looking high and low for my black frame glasses. She has been long neglected for a good 1.5 years. Though, my friends and colleges past nasty remarks when I put her on…but I think she always up my willy factor for a few notches from an average 5 to a rock hard 7.

Goddamn it

I am glad that the heavier-than-usual workload for the past 2 months is tappering down gradually. For all the burnt weekends and unpaid-extended-working-hours...

Goddamn it … I don’t think I wana engage myself further in this project … I am threatening myself to kick some tight ass if I am arrowed again to assist this project ( coz I overheard from the horse’s mouth that this shit is going to be extended for another quarter)……

Goddamn it …. All these all these late nights and burnt weekends better justify my next promotion or increment….

My f**king brain has been really dissapointing……. Blame it on this worse-than-shit project.... yes shit smells better.

I am showing no interest in almost anything …even myself, except the fact that I still need to sleep a great deal. I've been thinking almost every journey back home ……when? when am I going to get my engine kicked, get its rhythm back and ran over some motherf**kers who stand in my way causing my engines to choked in the first place.

In the meantime, I think I need to learn to appreciate simple things in life… for example my right tesicle is bigger than it’s left neighbour and the impossible mission to pee straight with a morning glory.

Sideways

Was out having dinner with my collegue this evening.

as predictable as it might seem to be.....

dinner was littered with cliche conversations about work

about how he felt he was being shortchanged

how upset he was, with his boss and with the godforsaken company.

ya da ya da ya da.

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Sideways.... yeah Sideways...

Two great buddies

a pathetic super negative loser

a f**ked up happy-go-lucky bastard

Marriage

Divorce

Road trip

Wine tasting.

Chicks

Sex

Lies

Friendship


Great show, easy plot and subtle humor.

Get a copy and watch it. It's great. Serious.

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I have fallen behind in the entire blogging regime, not because I am pigging or procrastinating but I have been very busy at work and have been tied up with some personal commitments as well.

Nope….. I am not trying to come up with any lame excuses. I wanted to pen down my thoughts so much.

But lately, these thoughts seemed to whiz pass my mind during ridiculous hours and at the most inconvenient remoteness. And maybe I am too pre-occupied with work and with some knotty issues, I simply cannot anchor these thoughts properly.

As a result…..*poof* … it’s gone. For good, maybe.

And when I finally have some time to myself, nothing seems to interest me. This includes me.

Life’s a bitch, isn’t it?